Half Marathon #2!
Buford/Lake Lanier, GA
If only I had known that this crap-tastic training cycle was going to foreshadow this run...
...I'd have quit while I was far from being ahead. Oops. I read about three weeks ago a comment from someone on some running forum somewhere that if you haven't trained properly, to not attempt a race like a half. Maybe I should have listened - however, despite not having ran a significant amount of distance in the last few months, I felt physically strong enough to make it work. I knew I probably wouldn't PR, but heck, I'd at least finish another half-marathon. And that's still exciting, right? Right. So, in my head, I say, "Bring it on!"
|I mean, seriously, training fail. The red line follows the weeks of this cycle.|
I need to get the guts to finally go run a big race so I can experience a full-fledge, crazy large expo (I mean, I'm sure looking forward to Disney's in November!). Though I will say that until I get comfortable with these races, it's kind of nice doing a smaller venue, smaller show, smaller race. For now!
So, much like the Callaway Gardens expo, this one was well... in a smaller venue, but had a few more vendors out. Folks from Trek Women, Skirt Sports and Muscle Milk were around, in addition to a few race folks from the 13.1 Atlanta Half in October (on my list!). Not a ton to see, but just enough to keep me entertained.
I would have liked, however, that packet pick-up had more than two options - it was either only in Atlanta on Friday night or at the resort on Saturday. Well, driving an hour and a half each way on Saturday just for packet pick up is kind of annoying, especially when there wasn't a ton to do at the expo itself. Just my thoughts!
But then I walked out of the expo and found this:
The forecast throughout the week showed, for the longest time, rain on Sunday morning. I was not excited about the idea of running in the rain for 2+ hours, but figured it'd at least be an experience! Saturday afternoon cleared up well enough and the forecast showed some rain here and there for early Sunday morning, but race-time showed sunny weather - success! Well, about 1:30 am, woke up to the loudest rainstorm I had heard in awhile; no thunder, no lightning, just the hardest hitting rain. And then I thought we were out of luck for Sunday's supposed sunny weather.
Again, given that my drive was an hour and a half to the race (I guess that's one good thing about timing it on Saturday), my 4:50 alarm came wayyyy too early. I was out my front door by 5:15, using my long bit of car time to eat breakfast, jam out to early-morning radio to calm my nerves and wake up.
|Perfect race morning.|
This race was smaller than Callaway - I think I heard about 1,000 runners in total between the half and the 5K, but we had no idea how many for just the half. Looking around the crowd, though, it was definitely a smaller crowd than I'd anticipated. After perusing the ZOOMA website though, it appears that almost all their races are capped between 700-1,200 runners -- smaller atmosphere is the way to go, maybe?
I hung out under the pavillion for a little warmth with a few others. I felt really awkward, having come to the race with no one and had no one there as my support team. So I sat, stretched by myself, talked to a few random folks. But let me tell you, whether it's your first race or eight-hundredth race, I can only imagine it's always easier knowing you have someone at a mile marker or at the finish line waiting for you. I pretended I had someone there. It wasn't quite as effective!
|Pre-Georgia race #7!|
I contemplated leaving my jacket on - it was still really cold (about 55, I'd guess) before gun time, but at the last minute decided that it was going to get warm enough, the sky was crystal clear, and surely, I'd warm up in no time. At least I was right about one thing that day. Gun time started at promptly 7:30, and there it was! Race time!
It took a little while to feel in the zone. The last 4 or 5 runs I had done around my neighborhood (all ~3 miles or so) had all been super speedy, which I was really excited about, but I knew that my regular problem is charging out way too fast at races. I hung between the 2:10 and 2:20 pace leaders, thinking that maybe if I focused, I could still get a time that hovered around my Callaway time. Apparently, at some point, I got well ahead of the 2:00 pacers and was somewhere just behind the 1:50ers -- I am really not sure how that happened, but managed to keep it up for most of the race. Yes, even through the disaster (spoiler alert).
I found a groove somewhere around Mile 2 or so, near this amazing view, and slowly just started to let it sink it and enjoy the surroundings. Because, seriously, even if I walked the whole thing, I just paid to walk through the prettiest park ever. Just before Mile 2, we crossed over the bridge that you drive into the park over and go through the first round-a-bout -- that was probably the worst part about this race, 3 or 4 round-a-bouts, all with slight incline! Torturous.
And then disaster struck, somewhere around Mile 4 1/2ish. To this day, nearly 5 days later, I am still not sure how. Part of it was the beginning of an incline up this road, part of it was that the road's asphalt wasn't always packed in, and had some pretty loose parts. So I found my face being hurled towards the ground, and thankfully for once in my life, my reflexes were quick enough to throw my arm out so I didn't land face-first in the gutter. And then I just ate it. Hard. And somehow managed to skid on the side of my hand into the gutter. There was definitely screaming or yelling in some capacity involved, as two women stopped to retrieve my water bottle and make sure I was okay as I got back up... slowly. They continued on, I thanked them for their help, and stopped... I think just in shock of what had happened! Trust me, and I know anyone who knows me would agree with this statement when I say I am far from the most coordinated person on the planet. So, really, it's no surprise; I just have no clue how this happened. Stopped for a few to check out the damage: hand cut up pretty bad, road rash on my knee... badly bruised confidence, which is bad for a girl who already wasn't super confident about this race anyway.
I walked a little ways up until just before the 5-mile mark, then decided it was time to shake it off and try and keep going. Truth be told, I thought of Katy Beth's biking disaster a few weeks back, who let it shake her a bit and then helped her realize she had already worked hard enough to get to where she wanted to be and why give up now? Shout out to KB for getting into my head on Sunday! I tried running... I tried. My knee hurt so bad from where the road rash was, that was still so fresh it stung to just bend!
Just before Mile 5 I started a jog. Not fast, but not walking either, and crossed the 5-mile split at 52 and change, so I knew I really wasn't doing too terribly! For most of the way until Mile 8, I walk/jogged most of the way, and just knew at this point, I'd be happy if I finished. I took in more scenery, and called that a successful enough day!
At Mile 9, we come back over the bridge (yep, two loops of this torturous route). Again, a pretty view, but at this point, I was just so ready to be done with it all! The mental game definitely took over and got the best of me this time. Lesson learned - train, don't fall, and don't give up.
|Going back over the bridge.|
Just past Mile 10, I saw the EMS folks, and paused to ask if they had more folks at the end or if they were it. They appeared bored and perked up when I asked and asked me if there was something wrong. I just held up my hand and said that I ate asphalt and just needed to get cleaned up; they offered to do it right there but at that point, I just wanted to get done! They said they'd be at the end and to feel free and stop by after I finished.
I passed the 13 mile marker and summoned enough strength to not finish in super-sprint mode, per usual, but run a little harder than I had since my spill. And that was good enough. I finished. Part of the fun of this race is that you get a sweet little necklace; it says "zooma 2012" on the back. I've been wearing it all week. :)
|I still did it! Georgia #7!|
So... Barefoot Wine is one of the sponsors of this race and I was initially so excited about the idea! I had half my glass and was just so tired I couldn't even think about drinking anymore. It may have also been the stinging sensation in my knee and hand, but who knows. "Lunch" was a mini bagel and cream cheese, apples, and two hard-boiled eggs. Not substantial, but enough to get standing again to make it back to the shuttles and my car! They had also advertised that there would be massages at the end, but again, not sure if they were really there or not. The post-race expo was on a beautiful hill overlooking one of the small peninsulas. I'm glad I sat there for a few just to breathe, take it all in, and appreciate it before the hurting really began.
|From the side. There's a little pavilion down there where they had a band playing!|
|The hand saga. Cuts, wrapped, unhappy, and splinted.|
I then drove back to Athens, MapQuested an urgent care, and stopped there on my way into town. Doctor x-rayed my hand, heard my pathetic little story and said he was concerned about the way I landed on my hand (not that I knew how), and that there was a potential hairline fracture at the base of my thumb. So they cleaned me up (again) and splinted my hand for 10-14 days. Torture -- especially that I'm right-handed! So, there was fun to be had this week, certainly, and definintely made stories for Monday at work. I wish I had had a better story... zombies, some crazy girl tripped me... but alas, no.
I went to the doctor again on Wednesday night.My hand had been tingling since Tuesday evening; while I thought it was for awhile that I was wearing the brace too tightly, even when I'd take the brace off for 20 minutes and lay there, I still had this feeling. Like, as if my hand were "asleep" and the tingling sensation you get when it's "waking up"? Only... all the time. I saw a different doctor on Tuesday, who also looked at the x-rays and said she saw no fracture (!). But she said that my hand was considerably swollen, and the tingling sensation was normal, given how much pressure the nerves in my thumb were under since that's where most of the swelling is. So, she said...
|No more splint!|
- I guess you might be curious what my finish actually looked like:
- My hand is okay... just hurts a lot.
- Lessons learned: train, be serious, don't fall, don't give up. I am proud that I at least didn't give up, given that everyone I talked to (after the race and at work) were amazed I'd pushed ahead and actually finished. As I said, "You don't really need a hand to run!" I had a hand, it was just a little tore up. Whatever.
- Shake it off. I can find a new race, try again, run again, and be fine. Spills will happen, but I can't let it get the best of me, or I'll always be mentally defeated.